The snow deities hate me
Jan. 24th, 2003 10:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionMore middle-of-the-night surprise snow last night, which of course I didn't discover until the last minute this morning. So no extra time to shovel, and no extra time for the lenghtened drive in to work. Didn't help I was already running about ten minutes late, either--so I was once again very late to work (okay, so to me getting in at twenty after is very late). Yeah, my supervisor's never in early enough to see me do this repeatedly, but *I* know, and I'm pissed at myself for it. And yeah, I've had the snow-induced traffic conditions to blame, but still--and there are some days I wander in five to ten minutes late with absolutely nothing to blame (but myself). I need to get my ass in gear somehow, or at least get up earlier or something.
Think I must be hibernating. Almost every night this week, once we're home and done with dinner, I fall asleep on the couch. Then I get woken up to go to bed. And when I get up in the morning, I'm exhausted and spend the day anticipating when I can go home and go to sleep again. Christ. I'm fscking wasting my life (don't think I'm getting sick--my allergies are acting up for some reason, but I feel physically ok, I think).
Katherine sent me a site for an author she was recommending, and I'm trying not to feel irked. See, she sent it because she was recommending a YnM story...with a Muraki/Tsuzuki pairing. ... Anyone who really knows me, anyone who's spent time around me surely, surely knows by now that I absolutely hate that pairing. *Hate* it, no matter how good the author or how much I like the person doing the writing. So I'm telling myself not to be annoyed, as she was just trying to be nice in sending me the recommendation. And I did send her a nice, civil 'thank you'...but I'm still annoyed that she'd think I'd be interested in that. Ah well, who's to say she really ever listened to my rants on Muraki, or cared enough to use brain cells to store that fact as a memory. *shrugs*
Ya know, if it's gonna snow, the least it could do is to snow enough to give us a snow day. And to be enough and the right type to make a snowman with.
Am feeling an odd anger-like thing going, simmering, but why, I'm not sure. Wanna do a "fuck the whole world" sort of attitude, and I just can't figure out what exactly is making me think/feel like that. Very odd. Oh yeah, and the recurring sinus headache is still going. :p
Think I must be hibernating. Almost every night this week, once we're home and done with dinner, I fall asleep on the couch. Then I get woken up to go to bed. And when I get up in the morning, I'm exhausted and spend the day anticipating when I can go home and go to sleep again. Christ. I'm fscking wasting my life (don't think I'm getting sick--my allergies are acting up for some reason, but I feel physically ok, I think).
Katherine sent me a site for an author she was recommending, and I'm trying not to feel irked. See, she sent it because she was recommending a YnM story...with a Muraki/Tsuzuki pairing. ... Anyone who really knows me, anyone who's spent time around me surely, surely knows by now that I absolutely hate that pairing. *Hate* it, no matter how good the author or how much I like the person doing the writing. So I'm telling myself not to be annoyed, as she was just trying to be nice in sending me the recommendation. And I did send her a nice, civil 'thank you'...but I'm still annoyed that she'd think I'd be interested in that. Ah well, who's to say she really ever listened to my rants on Muraki, or cared enough to use brain cells to store that fact as a memory. *shrugs*
Ya know, if it's gonna snow, the least it could do is to snow enough to give us a snow day. And to be enough and the right type to make a snowman with.
Am feeling an odd anger-like thing going, simmering, but why, I'm not sure. Wanna do a "fuck the whole world" sort of attitude, and I just can't figure out what exactly is making me think/feel like that. Very odd. Oh yeah, and the recurring sinus headache is still going. :p