Aaaaaa I hate moments like that. And for that exact reason. Seth'll tell ya, I was a mess during my probation, freaking out at every mistake because they were competent compared to NW and because my DPS was such shit :x (Then had to add in that Maddy and her husband Anathar that used to be in guild would have little snipefests because they alleged Seth was treating me with favoritism which was just awesome and yeah.) It's taken me forever to feel like I'm actually settled in and stuff, because I kept thinking "why the fuck did they vote me in, I suck D:" Though you gotta know you've earned major points with the being able to be flexible between DPS and tanking, and with doing so much to get gear improvements fast with the badges.
And surely, I will be. Especially since I'm hoping someone out there will wanna do the weekly raid thing, since I missed being there last night.
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Date: 2009-12-23 08:12 pm (UTC)And surely, I will be. Especially since I'm hoping someone out there will wanna do the weekly raid thing, since I missed being there last night.