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Oct. 16th, 2006 12:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionGrumpy slipping to emo. Decided on the drive in that I hate people, or at least Omahans. Not feeling good again/still. Seems like I almost shake it then it spikes up again--don't get why a flu shot is affecting me this long.
Piled on by stuff at work, stressing out about it--probably more so than is justified. Just seems like for all this shelf ready things just keep getting more complex, and that's not factoring in the new stuff from crosstraining. And finding that perhaps the Dean is winning on what he's wanting after all, as to just get things done and done quick, I'm cutting the corners on things I'd sworn I'd still do despite his wish for us to stop, just to get it all through. So a bit of a glimpse of how things will be in the future, I'm guessing, because it's going to be more and more like this.
Rather wish I were at home sleeping or playing on the beta, but I imagine that goes without saying.
Addendum: My job makes me feel completely, totally, and utterly stupid. Whatever progress I'd made on learning these new things, I've slid back to square one. It doesn't make sense. I don't *get* it.
Piled on by stuff at work, stressing out about it--probably more so than is justified. Just seems like for all this shelf ready things just keep getting more complex, and that's not factoring in the new stuff from crosstraining. And finding that perhaps the Dean is winning on what he's wanting after all, as to just get things done and done quick, I'm cutting the corners on things I'd sworn I'd still do despite his wish for us to stop, just to get it all through. So a bit of a glimpse of how things will be in the future, I'm guessing, because it's going to be more and more like this.
Rather wish I were at home sleeping or playing on the beta, but I imagine that goes without saying.
Addendum: My job makes me feel completely, totally, and utterly stupid. Whatever progress I'd made on learning these new things, I've slid back to square one. It doesn't make sense. I don't *get* it.
