Abusing ellipses...
Feb. 20th, 2002 12:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionTired again...been that way for the last couple of weeks. Just don't have much energy for some reason. Also still dealing with that mood funk I hit last week--been feeling very, very dark since Monday. Eh.
Kinda concerns me, tho... This mood thing keeps going on and on. Sometimes it lifts, but more often than not I'm really down--been that way pretty much since a year ago. Not getting the "manic" parts of the swing as often, and the ups I get aren't as...well, up, as I'm used to. Dunno if this is a temporary thing, or what.
I keep having to apologize to people because it makes me hole up and be antisocial...I'm not emailing, IMing, or calling folks like I should. Not that I don't think about folks, or miss them...just hard sometimes to interact. Odd thing is, if I have folks over in RL, like for the Friday night anime stuff, I'm basically ok then. Though that's only once a week...and at other social activities I have been kinda snarky.
Nothing new on the coffee table top I'm gonna paint yet--am still applying the gesso to cover the wood. Haven't had the oomph to add layers the past couple days.
Listening to Pink Floyd's Division Bell CD and the City of Angels soundtrack a bit too often, past few days. Feh.
Kinda concerns me, tho... This mood thing keeps going on and on. Sometimes it lifts, but more often than not I'm really down--been that way pretty much since a year ago. Not getting the "manic" parts of the swing as often, and the ups I get aren't as...well, up, as I'm used to. Dunno if this is a temporary thing, or what.
I keep having to apologize to people because it makes me hole up and be antisocial...I'm not emailing, IMing, or calling folks like I should. Not that I don't think about folks, or miss them...just hard sometimes to interact. Odd thing is, if I have folks over in RL, like for the Friday night anime stuff, I'm basically ok then. Though that's only once a week...and at other social activities I have been kinda snarky.
Nothing new on the coffee table top I'm gonna paint yet--am still applying the gesso to cover the wood. Haven't had the oomph to add layers the past couple days.
Listening to Pink Floyd's Division Bell CD and the City of Angels soundtrack a bit too often, past few days. Feh.
