reading is indeed crazy shit

Two fic that made me deliriously happy tonight:

http://standing-fic.livejournal.com/8644.html
J2, "you are the surf that i am walking towards": Probably one of the best fic I've ever read for realistic depiction of emotion, of changes in relationship, and of realization/self-understanding. It is an utterly and incredibly beautiful thing to read.

http://aggybird.livejournal.com/93779.html
Wincest, "Apocalypse Maybe": For whenthewarsover, a post Apocalypse/post series story that is so utterly delightful, adorable, cute, hot, and silly I can't get over it. It is fucking hilarious, and had multiple moments I had to pause to truly belly laugh--I have a lot of moments of being amused at things, or 'heh heh' responses, but rarely do I truly bust up. Awesomes \XD/



And man, I could never hope to write like either one. Maaaaan. And ffffffffffffu it's nearly 3 again. >_< And I have to get up in a few hours. And I need to listen to Welcome Home, Son like *right now* because it is what I'm feeling need for after tonight's episode. And I want to write something to it liek woah but we all know I won't. And it would suck even if I did. And why haven't I added all of Radical Face's Ghost CD to my Spn playlist. And what the clavicle is with all this 'and and and' inanity.