And this is why I find myself awake

http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Awake-lyrics-Assemblage-23/73A32632BB9DD1604825703400065CCD
Hell yes, this is one of my anthems now. Hell if it isn't my *life*.

Every time I close my eyes
The noise inside me amplifies
I can't escape
I relive every moment of the day
Every misstep I have made
Finds a way it can invade
My every thought
And this is why I find myself awake.

Nom nom, indeed.

Warm already, from the minute I walked in. Glad I made the iced coffee last and didn't just guzzle it on the drive in. Though says something about me that I'm that freaking behind this morning, and I make not just one stop but two. Barely squeaked in on time.

Right, onto Spanish kids books.

[Ed: Also, dare I say fuck spring. Have either woken up with headaches or developed them pretty much every day for...a week now? More? Aasdfkjsdfj.]

but not grateful

Of course the serial headache that won't quit is still reappearing, helped along by incoming storms. Which makes stuff outside warm and humid--so we were up to 86-88F in the Library today (ENJOYING UR FINALZ WEEK, STUDENTS?). Then when Mom got her groceries, she asked for a box to put the canned goods in. They got a massive box and put like 3/4 of her order in it. No way in hell was I letting her carry that; she's only on the 2nd floor of her apt, but that proved bad enough. I am the dead, I think. Seriously.

On an unrelated note, I think I need to add unnaturally billowing trenchcoats to my list of fetishes. One good screenshot of Jack Atlas of YGO 5D in full coat-billow mode makes me want to watch the series. Not that I've seen the original series or finished the original manga yet. Argh. I will say from what I've seen of character designs, 5D continues the proud tradition of "Yugioh: The H stands for 'Holy Handgrenades, Your Hair Is Hell of Fucked Up Weird. But Still Sort of Hot.'" Fuck, I shouldn't have said hot.