wtb: [Ego Boosts], pst
Jun. 13th, 2007 09:57 amConstruction things in here are making my face itch today. Why do I never remember to bring in that Astelin the allergist gave me. Not that it would help the itching actually, only the sinus part. But it is kind of sort of rather making me go fucking insane, to be honest. I wonder how nuts it has to make me before I could conceivably go home sick.
Anyway. Moping Diane is moping. Or has been. Mood's been swinging low, was pretty close to crappy last night. No reason. "Treated" it with a pint of ice cream (MarshaMarshmellow's been rereleased by B&J as S'mores, which is what it should've been named all along) and the Venture Bros. 2nd season DVD, which led to falling asleep on the couch after maybe 3 eps. My usual. The one thing about the way I've left guilds in WoW is being around people, just hanging out and goofing off--that was a big 'medication' for me. Now it's not there and I'm feeling it. And haven't been able to get myself into playing in days.
Cleared out my alts on Alleria the other day, as they'd all been deguilded. I saw Nin (my mage) back there was still in guild, so I assumed Sas (my old main, the rogue) still was. Logged on this morning to clear out mail to find that no, she'd been booted from LC. So I went ahead and deguilded Nin, too. I know I hadn't been back in eons, wasn't *really* planning on going back. But I was finally getting to the point where I felt comfortable in popping on again to say hi...and they'd basically booted all my toons. So yeah. Sort of felt like a door closing. I guess they couldn't know it'd take me this long to get (mostly) over the whole Lans thing, but still...they'd always indicated I was welcome to pop on to visit, but I guess that's not true anymore. Just makes me wonder if I really had *any* friends back there, other than the one person I'd known from years before, who is remarkably patient about going where I go even if I don't seem to know my direction. But the others--on Alleria or on Lightninghoof--in the end, none of them really seem to give a rat, despite how much I cared for them or how important I considered them. I guess that's a lesson for me or something.
Dear KH fandom: fuck you for the lack of AkuRoku, or of pretty much anything worth reading lately. What I wouldn't give for something of decent length that would actually take me *time* to read. Also: heard this for the first time this morning. http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Light-Up-The-Sky-lyrics-Yellowcard/DA479992B0A8EDB4482572DF002923B0 AkuRoku much? It is for me at least.
And *FUCK* this face itching.
Anyway. Moping Diane is moping. Or has been. Mood's been swinging low, was pretty close to crappy last night. No reason. "Treated" it with a pint of ice cream (MarshaMarshmellow's been rereleased by B&J as S'mores, which is what it should've been named all along) and the Venture Bros. 2nd season DVD, which led to falling asleep on the couch after maybe 3 eps. My usual. The one thing about the way I've left guilds in WoW is being around people, just hanging out and goofing off--that was a big 'medication' for me. Now it's not there and I'm feeling it. And haven't been able to get myself into playing in days.
Cleared out my alts on Alleria the other day, as they'd all been deguilded. I saw Nin (my mage) back there was still in guild, so I assumed Sas (my old main, the rogue) still was. Logged on this morning to clear out mail to find that no, she'd been booted from LC. So I went ahead and deguilded Nin, too. I know I hadn't been back in eons, wasn't *really* planning on going back. But I was finally getting to the point where I felt comfortable in popping on again to say hi...and they'd basically booted all my toons. So yeah. Sort of felt like a door closing. I guess they couldn't know it'd take me this long to get (mostly) over the whole Lans thing, but still...they'd always indicated I was welcome to pop on to visit, but I guess that's not true anymore. Just makes me wonder if I really had *any* friends back there, other than the one person I'd known from years before, who is remarkably patient about going where I go even if I don't seem to know my direction. But the others--on Alleria or on Lightninghoof--in the end, none of them really seem to give a rat, despite how much I cared for them or how important I considered them. I guess that's a lesson for me or something.
Dear KH fandom: fuck you for the lack of AkuRoku, or of pretty much anything worth reading lately. What I wouldn't give for something of decent length that would actually take me *time* to read. Also: heard this for the first time this morning. http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Light-Up-The-Sky-lyrics-Yellowcard/DA479992B0A8EDB4482572DF002923B0 AkuRoku much? It is for me at least.
And *FUCK* this face itching.