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little things
May. 31st, 2007 10:18 amClaiming myself a GJ just for the hell of it. I'm permanent paid here, so I'd rather not ditch, but suppose it's good to have in case anyone on my flist does bail. Anyway, it's at: http://livingflame.greatestjournal.com/ Not that there's anything there at all yet.
Funeral for my uncle's been moved to Saturday am. And there's been all sorts of family drama--including my Dad deciding not to go--so yeah. Nice. Woulda sat better to have to be the responsible one and be the family representative (I mean, jeez, *someone* has to go, at least for my one cousin, right? And my brother, and of course Mom, already couldn't.) if I were getting to get out of work for it. Losing a bit of my weekend just irks for some reason (which normally it wouldn't.
Last few nights have been 4hrs-3hrs-4hrs of sleep. Night before last had a massive bout of anxiety that lasted until yesterday afternoon, thought it was nearing a panic attack at times. The cycle of lack of sleep/anxiety/coffee has kinda been feeding into itself in bad ways this week.
Really wish I were at home. Except home means laundry.
Funeral for my uncle's been moved to Saturday am. And there's been all sorts of family drama--including my Dad deciding not to go--so yeah. Nice. Woulda sat better to have to be the responsible one and be the family representative (I mean, jeez, *someone* has to go, at least for my one cousin, right? And my brother, and of course Mom, already couldn't.) if I were getting to get out of work for it. Losing a bit of my weekend just irks for some reason (which normally it wouldn't.
Last few nights have been 4hrs-3hrs-4hrs of sleep. Night before last had a massive bout of anxiety that lasted until yesterday afternoon, thought it was nearing a panic attack at times. The cycle of lack of sleep/anxiety/coffee has kinda been feeding into itself in bad ways this week.
Really wish I were at home. Except home means laundry.
