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wtb outlands, pst
Mar. 9th, 2007 10:08 amYay, desk hour. Today should be a good day really--my supervisor is gone all day, and my two coworkers leave at 2, so I'll have a couple hours on my own. Have a lot to do, so no slacking, but iPod GETS. Knew there was a reason I still carry it with me.
But still am out of sorts. Not quite so cry-constantly emo, just grumpy and always feeling off. That time be *done* ffs, any time now plz. Also think maybe I need to cut out the coffee for awhile, because that may be part of the always sick-stomach-feeling. But yeah, mood has also migrated to the stew-about-what-a-bad-person-horrid-friend-I-am phase, so if I start apologizing for things or seeming obsequious in my attempts to pay attention, that's why.
Also am stressing on a variety of some rather shallow and foolish things. Some job related, some game related, some people related. And speaking of WoW, I am kind of not having fun, in that I'm frustrated with being 40 and want to be doing 60-70 stuff with some of the others, and I'm impatient and want this *now*. But lowbie stuff stretches out even further, as I play some of my alts to help others catch up, instead of advancing Aku-lock more. Argh.
Time to sift through the communities and ff/aff spots for AkuRoku stuff. I imagine I'll have to reread, since very little new's being done of late, and most of what is new sucks eggs through a straw. Just need something to give myself a mood boost, so yeah.
Anyone wanna kidnap me to DisneyWorld? I severely need a change of scenery.
But still am out of sorts. Not quite so cry-constantly emo, just grumpy and always feeling off. That time be *done* ffs, any time now plz. Also think maybe I need to cut out the coffee for awhile, because that may be part of the always sick-stomach-feeling. But yeah, mood has also migrated to the stew-about-what-a-bad-person-horrid-friend-I-am phase, so if I start apologizing for things or seeming obsequious in my attempts to pay attention, that's why.
Also am stressing on a variety of some rather shallow and foolish things. Some job related, some game related, some people related. And speaking of WoW, I am kind of not having fun, in that I'm frustrated with being 40 and want to be doing 60-70 stuff with some of the others, and I'm impatient and want this *now*. But lowbie stuff stretches out even further, as I play some of my alts to help others catch up, instead of advancing Aku-lock more. Argh.
Time to sift through the communities and ff/aff spots for AkuRoku stuff. I imagine I'll have to reread, since very little new's being done of late, and most of what is new sucks eggs through a straw. Just need something to give myself a mood boost, so yeah.
Anyone wanna kidnap me to DisneyWorld? I severely need a change of scenery.
