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Sep. 6th, 2006 12:40 pmEff eff, nothing to read today. >:( And heard on the radio this morning (amongst yet *more* discussions of if the video re: Steve Irwin should end up on the web) that Roger Waters is doing a US tour performing the entirety of Dark Side of the Moon...and all the venues are too effing far away. >< ;;; Closest is Illinois. Tbh, to me it isn't fully right if both of those whom I most identify as Pink Floyd--i.e. Waters and David Gilmour--aren't together, but I'd still give a kidney to hear Waters play it. Bah.
Nin got from 0 to rank 3 so is a sergeant ♥ And about halfway through honored to revered. Should get revered Fri. night, then do something else or PVP other stuff until the next AV weekend. Get some good stuff for 'er. Though makes me wobble again on the idea of buying gold. So much needed to support two 60s and I have no luck with generating income or nabbing special items that sell well. And will get worse in the expansion--did I hear flying mounts will be like 2K? Plus outfitting new alts without ability to mail from my mains or lean on a guild? May just have to bite the bullet, rly. Never having enough funds is effing aggravating--how like real life ~♥
Am I like insomniac or something? Can't get to sleep before an unholy hour. I'm grogged all day, but I don't nap, don't do any caffeine post 10am, am not eating sugar late. But for a week now I can't seem to feel the tired-drowsy until after 1 closer to 2. Or worse, last Friday I was up to 4 easy. Sun/Mon when I made myself go to bed like 1ish I still couldn't sleep for awhile. And yet getting up at 5:30 and averaging 3-4 hours sleep isn't kickstarting the need for sleep in the evenings, just leaving me feel drained. (And even have been signing out of game at a decent time to wind down, but I just sit there and read and still am awake.) Eh. Weird.
Want to send out emails from work, tired of getting nothing or only spam (hell, that's nearly the case for my home and yahoo! mails too >_< save for a few lj comment replies). But I swear my dept. chair is looking over at my cube more, and I've been working freaking solid. Even worse than the days where I sneak a couple paragraphs of email to someone. Which totally makes sense and encourages/rewards total focus on work, yeah wut. Just sucks wanting to poke someones for attention, but can't get mails without sending mails, so nothing. Kind of wish I could hire a penpal sort who'd email me and not mind if I couldn't reply all the time or could only do a little bit. Just wanna feel thought about. But dammit, everyone's so busy, everyone's work or school has them hopping, other stuff to focus on.
Wish I had a place that allowed IMs, people from guild talk all day like that. Wish I could still do web stuff on my computer, and wish any sort of effing typing email didn't draw notice. F. F. S. LJ doesn't do much really, since I type too much of stuff only I really care about, and I think 80% of my list is inactive or very infrequent and the rest are busy--and don't want to keep friending random people in the hopes of conversation, that's just being a freak-weirdo. And criminetly, sounding faaaaaaaaaaaar too emo whiney, in ways even I don't care for. I blame the coffee I'm still not cutting back on--though is one a day that bad? Rather one a few times a week? Shouldn't be I would think--I mean, Anj is cutting down from 3 a day seven days a week. The little bit I have should be no big deal, honestly.
Hour and a half plus all-staff meeting tomorrow afternoon. -__- Finally getting told the results of the R2 consultant, the report of which has been in the building but kept secret for a gd month. Lord knows what they plan to do with the results or what they've edited out that we'll never see. (Note: still no eval. Ahaha.)
Nin got from 0 to rank 3 so is a sergeant ♥ And about halfway through honored to revered. Should get revered Fri. night, then do something else or PVP other stuff until the next AV weekend. Get some good stuff for 'er. Though makes me wobble again on the idea of buying gold. So much needed to support two 60s and I have no luck with generating income or nabbing special items that sell well. And will get worse in the expansion--did I hear flying mounts will be like 2K? Plus outfitting new alts without ability to mail from my mains or lean on a guild? May just have to bite the bullet, rly. Never having enough funds is effing aggravating--how like real life ~♥
Am I like insomniac or something? Can't get to sleep before an unholy hour. I'm grogged all day, but I don't nap, don't do any caffeine post 10am, am not eating sugar late. But for a week now I can't seem to feel the tired-drowsy until after 1 closer to 2. Or worse, last Friday I was up to 4 easy. Sun/Mon when I made myself go to bed like 1ish I still couldn't sleep for awhile. And yet getting up at 5:30 and averaging 3-4 hours sleep isn't kickstarting the need for sleep in the evenings, just leaving me feel drained. (And even have been signing out of game at a decent time to wind down, but I just sit there and read and still am awake.) Eh. Weird.
Want to send out emails from work, tired of getting nothing or only spam (hell, that's nearly the case for my home and yahoo! mails too >_< save for a few lj comment replies). But I swear my dept. chair is looking over at my cube more, and I've been working freaking solid. Even worse than the days where I sneak a couple paragraphs of email to someone. Which totally makes sense and encourages/rewards total focus on work, yeah wut. Just sucks wanting to poke someones for attention, but can't get mails without sending mails, so nothing. Kind of wish I could hire a penpal sort who'd email me and not mind if I couldn't reply all the time or could only do a little bit. Just wanna feel thought about. But dammit, everyone's so busy, everyone's work or school has them hopping, other stuff to focus on.
Wish I had a place that allowed IMs, people from guild talk all day like that. Wish I could still do web stuff on my computer, and wish any sort of effing typing email didn't draw notice. F. F. S. LJ doesn't do much really, since I type too much of stuff only I really care about, and I think 80% of my list is inactive or very infrequent and the rest are busy--and don't want to keep friending random people in the hopes of conversation, that's just being a freak-weirdo. And criminetly, sounding faaaaaaaaaaaar too emo whiney, in ways even I don't care for. I blame the coffee I'm still not cutting back on--though is one a day that bad? Rather one a few times a week? Shouldn't be I would think--I mean, Anj is cutting down from 3 a day seven days a week. The little bit I have should be no big deal, honestly.
Hour and a half plus all-staff meeting tomorrow afternoon. -__- Finally getting told the results of the R2 consultant, the report of which has been in the building but kept secret for a gd month. Lord knows what they plan to do with the results or what they've edited out that we'll never see. (Note: still no eval. Ahaha.)