me=panic

The mood swings have been particularly wild of late. Extremely unpredictable and changeable. Had made for a great deal of freaking out. Am attempting to keep the extremes at least some under wraps.

Am taking in my 'Moods' cds to work today, just because--Pure Moods I/II, Instrumental Moods, Celtic Moods. I guess 'twill be a theme day or something.

Studying...went ok last night, or at least before my body decided to crash. Brain was screaming 'study!', but body was giving it the finger and falling asleep just about every time I blinked. I hate that 'blink-jerk awake-blink-jerk awake-repeat' thing.

Foamy the squirrel is my god.

But ohmygod the allergies...horrid right now. Horrid. Makes me want to flail at how much I'm spending on meds to still feel like teh crap.

Work, though...where the hell did all these musical scores come from? Why is it we never get things a little at a time, but instead go for almost years with nothing, and then get a fsckton? Are a pain to catalog/process, too, so they'll take a while... T_T Bad time to need to skip breaks and do working lunches, though...could use that time for mental destressing and for getting other things done. *shrugs*

Ah, crud...need to call Mom tonight, haven't called Dad this week (didn't really last week, either)...maybe if I can keep the calls short... ...and I am realizing I have *no* idea when I'm going to get the chance to do bills/laundry (will be out at Lewis Black Friday night, out studying with my oral exam partner Saturday and probably Sunday...), and things are desperate to be done. *bangs head on desk*