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Apr. 23rd, 2004 08:39 amTwo weeks until the final. About ten days until the oral exam. I think the written thing I can deal with; pondering the oral final makes me feel ill. It is unfortunate how poor I am at listening comprehension and how much worse I am at speaking.
Someone pisses me off. Love how I'm always caught flat-footed because of some information he's yet again forgotten to tell me. I sometimes wish to slam his head into a wall.
Been looking at the Clampesque board again. Really, I shouldn't. SeiSu fics more often than not bring me down worse (which shouldn't be possible, as one would think I'd already found the low point of the whole 'hormonal-psychotic-depressed' thing many times already). But I guess I keep looking for more fix-it fics, and stuff.
Heard Enigma's Return To Innocence while flipping through stations this am. Very much wish I had their CDs (or at least my Pure Moods CDs) with me. Figures...5 gig of mp3s and it's not what I want. Sad how much music I have here, and how often I rotate/update it, and yet I'm getting bored and skipping through most of it already.
I hate being ignored. I don't like being not noticed. I am rather the needy-clingy-attention hog-drama queen, ne. (Don't ask me why that just hit me...perhaps because of musing on things the past five-ish years or something.)
I'd better get some GG time in tonight. I know I need to study this weekend, but... Haven't played since Monday. Need to improve. Because it gets old how much I get my ass kicked, by computer and human alike. ...I also want to make rice krispie treats. Perhaps with Cocoa Krispies and mini chocolate chips added in (and maybe toffee bits if I can find). Yeah.
I need to finish watching Tenimyu2. That's been paused on my computer for like two weeks now. Need to catch up on PoT again. Need to dig into that waiting list of anime I have--yeah, like that'll happen. I wonder if I can work on that at all this summer, or if kanji studying and review of first year stuff will take more time that I'm anticipating. Or maybe I'll turn into a lazy useless lump. Dunno.
Have thoroughly slipped into a "I can't write so I just won't" mood again. But I'm not sure it's wise to do the usual I'll-just-focus-on-other-things thing, as there's stuff that needs to be done, and how can I work in the rp if I'm not attempting such? Though what is gnawing at me is to fiddle with acrylic paints like I've been talking about doing the last couple years. Maybe I need to check what supplies I already have and what I need to get.
Return to my usual babble, it seems. Yeeha.
Someone pisses me off. Love how I'm always caught flat-footed because of some information he's yet again forgotten to tell me. I sometimes wish to slam his head into a wall.
Been looking at the Clampesque board again. Really, I shouldn't. SeiSu fics more often than not bring me down worse (which shouldn't be possible, as one would think I'd already found the low point of the whole 'hormonal-psychotic-depressed' thing many times already). But I guess I keep looking for more fix-it fics, and stuff.
Heard Enigma's Return To Innocence while flipping through stations this am. Very much wish I had their CDs (or at least my Pure Moods CDs) with me. Figures...5 gig of mp3s and it's not what I want. Sad how much music I have here, and how often I rotate/update it, and yet I'm getting bored and skipping through most of it already.
I hate being ignored. I don't like being not noticed. I am rather the needy-clingy-attention hog-drama queen, ne. (Don't ask me why that just hit me...perhaps because of musing on things the past five-ish years or something.)
I'd better get some GG time in tonight. I know I need to study this weekend, but... Haven't played since Monday. Need to improve. Because it gets old how much I get my ass kicked, by computer and human alike. ...I also want to make rice krispie treats. Perhaps with Cocoa Krispies and mini chocolate chips added in (and maybe toffee bits if I can find). Yeah.
I need to finish watching Tenimyu2. That's been paused on my computer for like two weeks now. Need to catch up on PoT again. Need to dig into that waiting list of anime I have--yeah, like that'll happen. I wonder if I can work on that at all this summer, or if kanji studying and review of first year stuff will take more time that I'm anticipating. Or maybe I'll turn into a lazy useless lump. Dunno.
Have thoroughly slipped into a "I can't write so I just won't" mood again. But I'm not sure it's wise to do the usual I'll-just-focus-on-other-things thing, as there's stuff that needs to be done, and how can I work in the rp if I'm not attempting such? Though what is gnawing at me is to fiddle with acrylic paints like I've been talking about doing the last couple years. Maybe I need to check what supplies I already have and what I need to get.
Return to my usual babble, it seems. Yeeha.
