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*squints blearily at computer* Even 20+ minutes after, I hate waking up. Hate. So godfsckingarghomfwtf tired. Cats were destructive bastards all night. Hate them, too. And Animaxis has done it to me yet again...what, are the bastards psychic? Every time I make an order, a handful of days later, they come out with *one* other small thing I need. This time v.22 of PoT manga just came out. fscking bastards. They don't make it so I can just add it to the order which is just *sitting* there because of long order times, and to order it alone I'd pay like 19 bucks shipping for one damned little tankubon.

Hmmf...need to make post for Kaidoh soon. Many things to react to, hm.

Dammit, i need Kaidoh-love somehow today. Need to find good story/picture/whatnot. >_>

Strange poetry

First phrase has been chewing on me for several days now, had to do something with it. Not based on anything, just for the hell of it. Amazing that I've gotten so much done at work today, distracted by crap like this.


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Paranoiadoration
(dvad 2-19-04)

I can taste you
shattering,
swallowing disguised kisses flavored salt
as you paint my eyes closed with
dissonant love words,
brush dripping whispered lies
onto the carpet --
Your desperate caresses
weep over my skin,
a deep tattoo of
searing devotion,
until I hear nothing but the
illusion sung
by your hypnotizing touch --
I lock away
reflecting echoes of heart-hate and
endings,
and discover I can still
pretend belief
and convince pathetic fools that
the bitter tang
of my smile
is syrup-sugar-sweet.