Take my hand...

omega

candlelight glitters
on your tears, a sunset spilled
across small oceans


*****


Out of the blue, Evanescence's Anywhere has become a sudden favorite for me... *hits repeat, wallows, clings to Amy Lee's voice*

Sometimes I feel like things are just normal, no big deal, and something, some small thing just clicks it over and I'm in worry mode again. I think I was even dreaming about the things I'm fretting over, weirdass dreams--even woke up with my stomach clenched and this background anxiety over various things and people already humming. I just wish I knew how to *fix* things, and not just sit around so powerless.

Was already gearing up to be one of my busy weekends (Friday night got basically blown by house-chores stuff, Saturday's looking to be mainly homework/studying, more chores stuff), but was thinking I could have a block of time for watching PoT on Sunday. Really, really was looking forward to that--I wanna catch up so damned bad. Then I remembered that it's Don'ts DnD game Sunday. Well hell. And I can't skip--it's one of those 'choose your battles' things. But still, I just...bah. Also means Leslie's DnD game is next weekend. -_- My hobbies 'to do' list is appalling, my anime-to-watch 'to do' list is worse, and my for-real 'to do' is just...indescribable. But you know, if it were any of you out there, you'd have it all done no problem. I'm just showing that incompetent thing again.

I should at least make sure I've got all the PoT downloaded I can, ne...