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Right. So I obviously survived another Wednesday, and ended up talking to Michael extra on my own (so much for getting caught up on sleep, bleh). No resolutions or decisions, naturally, but at least I talked and was able to get feedback/insight of some of the things I've been dealing with. Guess it's just a matter of working on things, waiting and seeing, and concentrating on discerning what *really* my true self needs. That's a lot harder than it sounds.

Had the Authority Control workshop today (has to do with subject headings for the library catalog). It was okay--not as good or informative as the book cataloging one I went to last month, but it was ok. Got to hang out with Anj and Kelly, who also went.

Tonight we're going to a play called "Godspell" with folks like Anj and Michael and some others. Dunno much what it's about--I've heard of it, but never investigated the plot or anything. James and the group seemed to be interested, so I figured why not? *shrugs* Add something resembling culture to my life (other than Japanese culture ^^ )

Random thought: long haired cats are *far* too prone to hairballs. >< *glares at Missy and Crystal* I like my short-haired smallcat Tink. *snuggles the squirming Tink*

...damned ezboards... *scowls*

I can't get into the Jar forums. Rrrrr... First lj is flaky for *days* (at least it's somewhat improved), and now the ezboards thing is going freaky. *WhackABats Ezboards soundly* I swear it's all the fault of those hell-spawned popup ads they use--I about screamed that time recently when three popups would appear in a row when navagating the boards. Rrrrrrrrrrrr.... >_

Hane hirogetai...

Which I say, just for the hell of it. Because I like the phrase. I am in a wing mood today--I kept doing doodles of 'em while at the workshop. Came up with an interesting little design that I may do something with, artwise, someday.

Eh. That reminds me. I still haven't finished prepping that damned coffee table top. I need to do *one* more gesso layer on the top side, then do the same to the bottom side. Been lazy and not in the mood of late.

Anyway, Godspell was actually really damned good--lot of energy, I mean a *lot*, very upbeat and humorous at times, very intense and emotional at others. Good cast, with great singing voices. I don't show certain emotions in public, but I did note that James, Michael and Anj were quite worked up--and Trish, who'd gotten us to go, was too, even though she'd already seen it once. Very funky stuff.

And now, I think I'll pause a moment and direct some of that power and energy from watching that, to some people that need it. To Nix, Kea, their fathers and the rest of their families--strength, healing, hope. ...I know it sounds kinda silly. I like to pretend it does something, at least by offering comfort and support. And maybe it can do something more. I like to believe that--it's one of the few ways I'm still spiritual these days. And I send some, too, to others who've been having rough times of it lately--worrying about school, work, themselves and life in general. I'm thinking about you all, too--even when I seem just totally immersed in my own stupid crap. :)