just bendy enough to smack myself upside the head

[whitereflection]

I sort of noticed yesterday, but have really, really, really noticed today, that I am extremely, horribly, excruciatingly irritable and cranky. And petty and petulant. :< I understand being tired and drained but good freaking grief, this is ridiculous. I've been snarky at folks online here, short with the husband, and extremely snippy with Mom. Even annoyed with the cats.

And now I'm finding I'm the sort of lousy person that can't just accept that people at a community are having fun with a topic that I'm not interested in, but instead am feeling whiny that they're not choosing a topic I do happen to be interested in. I mean, ffs, self, get over yourself and grow up. Let them have their fun and excitement and enthusiasm. Just because it is often emphasized that they're interested in this subset of fandom you're just not that into, it doesn't mean you're being left out or excluded.

Afsdfjghasdf arghlblargh. I hate me.

L.H. Puttgrass signing off and heading for the tub. (No, not really. Old Bloom County quote. I miss Bloom County.)


[Oh right, and to mention something that isn't me being a whiny little bint, here's a Supernatural video that is absofucking amazing. Seriously. Ab-so-fuh-king a-ma-zing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_fyhjDvsy4
Supernatural (go.back.to.sleep.) by TikiTyler9. Damned good shit. And I so freaking love that song. Thanks to fabilimah for reccing the video.]

Comments

[invaderwitch.livejournal.com]

I hear you on the crankiness - meaning that I sympathize, not that I noticed you were being cranky. Feel better!

That is an awesome fanvid, right? I watched it like, five times in a row after I discovered it.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

I watched it a bunch last night, and have been going back occasionally this morning. :F Looooooooooooove it. It's the sort of video I want to show to people who aren't even interested in show to say "Look, I know it's not your thing but OMFG this is well done".

And thanks ♥ Least the cranky isn't showing up here as bad as to the others in the house here. Holy cats. ^^;

[kros-21.livejournal.com]

Sorry you feel like that hun. But being tired is a more than accepted excuse for being grumpy.
I hope you'll feel more cheerful soon though.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

♥ Thanks and *hugs*. Dunno if I'm ever as cheerful a person as I really should be ^^; but I definitely look forward to not feeling all 5-year-old stomping their foot in a tantrum asap. Other people shouldn't have to put up with me being like that.

[jojothecr.livejournal.com]

Sorry you're not feeling so hot, but don't worry, it happens to all of us. Which, unfortunately, doesn't make that state any less annoying for you. I'm sure that people around you understand that you're not having the best day. Hope you'll feel better soon. :)

I haven't seen the video before, will watch it later. Thanks for the link.

*hugs*

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh, that icon ♥ And thank you, hon. I appreciate the thoughts, especially when I'm feeling like I'm being all childish and stuff. ^^;

And deeeeeeeefinitely hope you get a chance to watch the video at least once. I've watched it a bunch since last night. ^^;

[the_milky_way]

Oh I know this feeling, too.
Hope you feel better soon.

Also, I do get whiny, too when I am not interested in things other flail about... Mostly in my head though.. *lol* I annoy myself then.

Thanks for the rec. :)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Heheh, yeah, I definitely can so relate to the 'annoying myself' thing. I'm still irked at myself, but that didn't seem to stop me from feeling like some child stomping their foot and demanding their way. ^^; Still feeling sort of that way, argh, heh.

But thanks, hon ♥

[agent-jl36.livejournal.com]

1. I LOVE Tikityler's video like no other. Seriously, seriously love it. Oh the blood and creepy!! Great song, excellent editing. I'm going to have to watch it for the 30th time when I'm done here.

2. Miss Opus & Gang, too! I want to stomp some dandelions!!!

3. It's ok to get cranky every once in a while. Who doesn't? It's a good excuse to eat bad food. Grab yourself a guilty pleasure, wheather it be a movie, tv show, a book, fanfiction or music and let yourself hunker down till it blows over. Then have a good laugh somewhere! :o)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Man, that's what I need, some dandelions to stomp. Hm, they're just starting to grow around here, how convenient, heh.

And thanks ♥ Even if the cold's still wearing me out, least I don't feel quite so petty and childish as the beginning of the week.

[akintay.livejournal.com]

You're allowed to be cranky sometimes. I spent half of yesterday whining or laughing hysterically cause I was just that tired and hungry and I wanted to go back to my hometown and let my mom hug it better - which, okay, was because I had classes for 11 hours without a single break in between and omg, there are no words for how exhausting that was :(

Just take some time for yourself and relax! <3

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Wowch, that's a horrid long day. :( I would be frazzled to losing it after that sort of day, too, wowch. I hope the rest of the week will be easier on you. *hugs*

And thanks ♥