just bendy enough to smack myself upside the head

[whitereflection]

I sort of noticed yesterday, but have really, really, really noticed today, that I am extremely, horribly, excruciatingly irritable and cranky. And petty and petulant. :< I understand being tired and drained but good freaking grief, this is ridiculous. I've been snarky at folks online here, short with the husband, and extremely snippy with Mom. Even annoyed with the cats.

And now I'm finding I'm the sort of lousy person that can't just accept that people at a community are having fun with a topic that I'm not interested in, but instead am feeling whiny that they're not choosing a topic I do happen to be interested in. I mean, ffs, self, get over yourself and grow up. Let them have their fun and excitement and enthusiasm. Just because it is often emphasized that they're interested in this subset of fandom you're just not that into, it doesn't mean you're being left out or excluded.

Afsdfjghasdf arghlblargh. I hate me.

L.H. Puttgrass signing off and heading for the tub. (No, not really. Old Bloom County quote. I miss Bloom County.)


[Oh right, and to mention something that isn't me being a whiny little bint, here's a Supernatural video that is absofucking amazing. Seriously. Ab-so-fuh-king a-ma-zing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_fyhjDvsy4
Supernatural (go.back.to.sleep.) by TikiTyler9. Damned good shit. And I so freaking love that song. Thanks to fabilimah for reccing the video.]

Comments

[invaderwitch.livejournal.com]

I hear you on the crankiness - meaning that I sympathize, not that I noticed you were being cranky. Feel better!

That is an awesome fanvid, right? I watched it like, five times in a row after I discovered it.

[kros-21.livejournal.com]

Sorry you feel like that hun. But being tired is a more than accepted excuse for being grumpy.
I hope you'll feel more cheerful soon though.

[jojothecr.livejournal.com]

Sorry you're not feeling so hot, but don't worry, it happens to all of us. Which, unfortunately, doesn't make that state any less annoying for you. I'm sure that people around you understand that you're not having the best day. Hope you'll feel better soon. :)

I haven't seen the video before, will watch it later. Thanks for the link.

*hugs*

[the_milky_way]

Oh I know this feeling, too.
Hope you feel better soon.

Also, I do get whiny, too when I am not interested in things other flail about... Mostly in my head though.. *lol* I annoy myself then.

Thanks for the rec. :)

[agent-jl36.livejournal.com]

1. I LOVE Tikityler's video like no other. Seriously, seriously love it. Oh the blood and creepy!! Great song, excellent editing. I'm going to have to watch it for the 30th time when I'm done here.

2. Miss Opus & Gang, too! I want to stomp some dandelions!!!

3. It's ok to get cranky every once in a while. Who doesn't? It's a good excuse to eat bad food. Grab yourself a guilty pleasure, wheather it be a movie, tv show, a book, fanfiction or music and let yourself hunker down till it blows over. Then have a good laugh somewhere! :o)

[akintay.livejournal.com]

You're allowed to be cranky sometimes. I spent half of yesterday whining or laughing hysterically cause I was just that tired and hungry and I wanted to go back to my hometown and let my mom hug it better - which, okay, was because I had classes for 11 hours without a single break in between and omg, there are no words for how exhausting that was :(

Just take some time for yourself and relax! <3