just bendy enough to smack myself upside the head

[whitereflection]

I sort of noticed yesterday, but have really, really, really noticed today, that I am extremely, horribly, excruciatingly irritable and cranky. And petty and petulant. :< I understand being tired and drained but good freaking grief, this is ridiculous. I've been snarky at folks online here, short with the husband, and extremely snippy with Mom. Even annoyed with the cats.

And now I'm finding I'm the sort of lousy person that can't just accept that people at a community are having fun with a topic that I'm not interested in, but instead am feeling whiny that they're not choosing a topic I do happen to be interested in. I mean, ffs, self, get over yourself and grow up. Let them have their fun and excitement and enthusiasm. Just because it is often emphasized that they're interested in this subset of fandom you're just not that into, it doesn't mean you're being left out or excluded.

Afsdfjghasdf arghlblargh. I hate me.

L.H. Puttgrass signing off and heading for the tub. (No, not really. Old Bloom County quote. I miss Bloom County.)


[Oh right, and to mention something that isn't me being a whiny little bint, here's a Supernatural video that is absofucking amazing. Seriously. Ab-so-fuh-king a-ma-zing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_fyhjDvsy4
Supernatural (go.back.to.sleep.) by TikiTyler9. Damned good shit. And I so freaking love that song. Thanks to fabilimah for reccing the video.]

Comments

[akintay.livejournal.com]

You're allowed to be cranky sometimes. I spent half of yesterday whining or laughing hysterically cause I was just that tired and hungry and I wanted to go back to my hometown and let my mom hug it better - which, okay, was because I had classes for 11 hours without a single break in between and omg, there are no words for how exhausting that was :(

Just take some time for yourself and relax! <3

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Wowch, that's a horrid long day. :( I would be frazzled to losing it after that sort of day, too, wowch. I hope the rest of the week will be easier on you. *hugs*

And thanks ♥