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whitereflection ([personal profile] whitereflection) wrote2010-04-14 12:27 am

just bendy enough to smack myself upside the head

I sort of noticed yesterday, but have really, really, really noticed today, that I am extremely, horribly, excruciatingly irritable and cranky. And petty and petulant. :< I understand being tired and drained but good freaking grief, this is ridiculous. I've been snarky at folks online here, short with the husband, and extremely snippy with Mom. Even annoyed with the cats.

And now I'm finding I'm the sort of lousy person that can't just accept that people at a community are having fun with a topic that I'm not interested in, but instead am feeling whiny that they're not choosing a topic I do happen to be interested in. I mean, ffs, self, get over yourself and grow up. Let them have their fun and excitement and enthusiasm. Just because it is often emphasized that they're interested in this subset of fandom you're just not that into, it doesn't mean you're being left out or excluded.

Afsdfjghasdf arghlblargh. I hate me.

L.H. Puttgrass signing off and heading for the tub. (No, not really. Old Bloom County quote. I miss Bloom County.)


[Oh right, and to mention something that isn't me being a whiny little bint, here's a Supernatural video that is absofucking amazing. Seriously. Ab-so-fuh-king a-ma-zing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_fyhjDvsy4
Supernatural (go.back.to.sleep.) by TikiTyler9. Damned good shit. And I so freaking love that song. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] fabilimah for reccing the video.]
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[identity profile] invaderwitch.livejournal.com 2010-04-14 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
I hear you on the crankiness - meaning that I sympathize, not that I noticed you were being cranky. Feel better!

That is an awesome fanvid, right? I watched it like, five times in a row after I discovered it.

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2010-04-14 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I watched it a bunch last night, and have been going back occasionally this morning. :F Looooooooooooove it. It's the sort of video I want to show to people who aren't even interested in show to say "Look, I know it's not your thing but OMFG this is well done".

And thanks ♥ Least the cranky isn't showing up here as bad as to the others in the house here. Holy cats. ^^;