whitereflection: (sam meditations (panic room))
whitereflection ([personal profile] whitereflection) wrote2011-04-24 01:47 am

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what I did last summer

I bought the iPod
because no one told me I shouldn't
because no one complained it was a waste of money
because no one said
we don't have the room to carry around stupid shit like that
I bought the adapter
because no one used the cassette player in the car
because no one picked the music but me
because no one warned me
I'd start crying in front of some kid working at a Walmart
who stared at me like I was a freak
because they didn't understand what buying an iPod and a car adapter
meant

[identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my god.

Fuck you so hard.

I am crying and it is 3 a.m. and I should be writing.

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
D:! Sorry T___T I could maybe hug you better? ♥ (but um seriously thank you ♥)

[identity profile] cordelia-gray.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
What she said.

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you ♥

[identity profile] purequicksilver.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. That's heartbreaking.

Beautiful work.

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much ♥ (And sorry for the heartbreaking ^^; )
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[identity profile] santacarlagypsy.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
Love this! ♥

And I just wanted to drop by to say hi. Hello! I hope everything is going good with you... :)

(Also - how in the world do you stay caught up daily with both livejournal and tumblr?? I can only manage LJ with just a bit of tumblr and I hate not being able to stay caught up...)

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! And hi hello back :) Life is pretty okay, all in all. Heh, I think I keep caught up with both because I truly have no life >_>; It's kind of sad. ^^;

Since I'm not working at the moment, I have far too much time on my hands that doesn't get taken up by helping my mother with things or by household stuff. I should do more 'productive' things, but sometimes I feel lousy or my mood goes too low and I don't have the energy for much other than clicking refresh on websites :/ But reblogging, I can *do* that even when I'm at my worst since it doesn't require social interaction.

♥!
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[identity profile] santacarlagypsy.livejournal.com 2011-04-25 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
Believe me, I can completely relate. ♥ I need to get my act together and figure out what in the hell I'm doing with my life - but keeping up with fandom stuff is so much easier to handle mentally and emotionally for me right now...

[identity profile] paxlux.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
How was I supposed
to know what this would feel like
driver picks the...the


(I've never used an ellipsis in a haiku before...it looks funny. :D Also, mad ♥, mad ones)

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
♥♥♥♥! Youuuuu \o/
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[identity profile] keerawa.livejournal.com 2011-04-24 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Fuck. That one hurts.

Strangely enough, I didn't associate it with Sam and Dean until 'no one picked the music but me'.

It was a poem about someone divorced, widowed, alone when that was the very last thing they wanted. And then I realized it was Sam's poem, and it was still about that.

You're a damn fine poet.

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-25 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a poem about someone divorced, widowed, alone when that was the very last thing they wanted. And then I realized it was Sam's poem, and it was still about that.

Honestly, hearing something like that just makes my day, I mean, truly. Thank you tons ♥

[identity profile] akintay.livejournal.com 2011-04-25 10:23 am (UTC)(link)
Ouch, this is so painful :/ But really gorgeous and so SAM. &hearts

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2011-04-25 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Sorry for the painful :x But thank you!