whitereflection: (sam narrowed eyes (bw))
whitereflection ([personal profile] whitereflection) wrote2010-11-23 09:59 am

very.

Am I a cranky bitch? Why yes, yes, I am. :|

(Also *extremely* excited about it being the patch that starts The Shattering in WoW, and sparkle-eyed at the new splash screen and cinematic. But still, very, very, *very* cranky. Lots of "well, eff *you*" and "whateva, I do what I want" in my head, atm.)

>:[ >:E even.

[identity profile] jojothecr.livejournal.com 2010-11-23 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Something you wanna talk about?

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2010-11-23 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
That's really nice of you to be willing to listen, hon. *hugs* It's just...nothing, really? I'm just really, really angry at like nothing, if that makes sense? And feeling sort of weepy, which combined with anxiety-about-nothing means it's just hormones. But it's when I get like this that I can be a really mean, incredibly bitchy person. :/

And then I overreact to little, meaningless things, which makes me feel worse--like the plans my online WoW guild is making for resuming raiding after the next part of the game comes out. Instead of being all rational and no-big-deal about a change in date, it's making me angry and "screw them". Which is dumb, because it's a game, so who cares. Also, allegedly I'm an adult, so I shouldn't be upset. Eh.

Someone called me "bubbly" earlier this week, and all I could think of was, "Just wait until you see the real me". :/

[identity profile] jojothecr.livejournal.com 2010-11-23 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
It does make sense. It does to me anyway. When 'nothing' is wrong or 'nothing' makes you angry, then you have nothing to fight or fix. And the more it sucks. I know that feeling. But I'm sorry you don't feel good.

Lady, (I always wanna write 'man', which sounds weird) games can make me angry any time. I don't play or know WoW well enough, but I tend to get addicted to Roller Coaster Tycoon and you can't imagine how angry I was when I bought RCT 3 and found out that it completely sucks and doesn't even work well on my PC.
Adults or not - we all can be dramatic over a game. Over anything, actually, if we want to. :)
*hugs*