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whitereflection) wrote2010-11-09 02:21 pm
whitereflection) wrote2010-11-09 02:21 pm
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having trouble caring; therefore, I must be evil?
http://www.someecards.com/anniversary-cards/if-i-still-had-a-soul-youd-be
To Dean, from s6!Sam. The most to-Dean-from-s6!Sam-iest thing *ever*.
random poem, plus unrelated Sam mini-drabble
12:45-1:56<-most of this time was refreshing my email and lj friends page, I think
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A cat comma on the comforter,
one breath-pause
as I stop to see it sprawl in the sunbeam
Head rises to dot a semicolon
a transition from targeting the birds tumbling outside the window
to a rumbling huff of resignation;
glass thwarts the hunter once again
Curling tight into a head-tucked period
it full-stops my observation
with a nap.
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Sometimes Sam mused that the best thing about not having a soul wasn't not having to feel the horrors of being in hell or in Lucifer's cage. It was looking into his brother's eyes, seeing the disgust, the fear, the hate there, and not having what it took to care. It was inevitable that it would've happened someday, he figured--so at least he didn't have to feel it.
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The only problem with the nano/mininano/wrisomifu thing is that, while it may be a process I can use to form a habit, it doesn't do a thing for making my writing not suck or for helping me transition from just writing to writing things that people actually want to read. I know, that's not the point of it, but it is something Ibrood think about. :p Maybe I'd be accomplishing those latter two things more if I weren't half-assing things so much just to get my daily word count goals done, and actually *try* to write something good, even if it takes time and energy to do so.
To Dean, from s6!Sam. The most to-Dean-from-s6!Sam-iest thing *ever*.
random poem, plus unrelated Sam mini-drabble
12:45-1:56<-most of this time was refreshing my email and lj friends page, I think
punctuation
A cat comma on the comforter,
one breath-pause
as I stop to see it sprawl in the sunbeam
Head rises to dot a semicolon
a transition from targeting the birds tumbling outside the window
to a rumbling huff of resignation;
glass thwarts the hunter once again
Curling tight into a head-tucked period
it full-stops my observation
with a nap.
***
Sometimes Sam mused that the best thing about not having a soul wasn't not having to feel the horrors of being in hell or in Lucifer's cage. It was looking into his brother's eyes, seeing the disgust, the fear, the hate there, and not having what it took to care. It was inevitable that it would've happened someday, he figured--so at least he didn't have to feel it.
(127)
The only problem with the nano/mininano/wrisomifu thing is that, while it may be a process I can use to form a habit, it doesn't do a thing for making my writing not suck or for helping me transition from just writing to writing things that people actually want to read. I know, that's not the point of it, but it is something I
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Ouch. Damn, that's good. And painful. But also really good.
That e-card is frickin' hilarious!
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You're mean. *makes sad face at S6!Sammy*
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(on the other hand, the card cracked me up)
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