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OH MY GOD

OH MY FUCKING GOD

HOLY SHIT

OMG OMG OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ENDED IT RIGHT THERE

Okay, coming back from spazzing about the preview for 6.07 down below, so maybe I can like have some rational thoughts.

*God, the creepy ew factor was ~AWESOME~ So much shit I was laughing at yet cringing and going all omgwtfew, but it was wrongfunnydark humor and yes, I dig that despite myself. And even non creepy ew moments got me laughing--i.e. Bobby, of course. El oh el.

*Goddang, some of the truth though "As long as he's in your life, you're never gonna be happy". Holy cats, *ow*.

*I just *knew* Sam was lying even though Dean was demanding truths. Still weirded out that he was immune even to a *goddess*, though.

*"not human" ohhhh man, tiny bits of answers. Was all but not human *how*? til preview. (Omfg preview \o/ )

*Tidbit--hello, boys being tied up, Sam being choked. I liked that. :) Because I'm sick and wrong and twisted.

*Big note--Sam's lying, caught lying, but what is the FIRST thing he does when he gets free, before he attacks Veritas? THROWS DEAN THE KNIFE SO HE CAN FREE HIMSELF. Big big neon sign there--whatever is fucked up with Sam, his instincts oriented to Dean.

*OMFG the confrontation. YESSSSSS. More tiny bits of answers--Sam can't feel anything. He knows something's wrong with himself. He knows he should be appalled at himself for the vamp thing, but he was in pure hunter mode about that and couldn't *feel* what would keep him from doing things like that. But omg, the "nothing scares me" "can't feel it" "don't know what's wrong with me" "I need help". Holy goddang.

*But. And I *expected this. I did. It's been too much. It's too little too late. Dean fucking can't take any more. The beat down scene was FUCKING AMAZING. But yes, it killed me to see it. BUT IT WAS OMFG INTENSE AMAZING. And yeah, about the only thing that could have happened. It's too much, Dean's got too much anger that's built up, and he fucking let it all out and it was *amazing*.

*OH GOD BUT WHY DID THEY END IT THERE OMG

ETA PS GUYS I WAS SHAKING AT THE END OF IT SHAKING EVEN HARDER AFTER THE PREVIEW OMG I'M STILL SORT OF SHAKING NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ETA PPS TMI TIME GUYS I'M REWATCHING THE PREVIEW OVER AND OVER AGAIN LIKE FRAME BY FRAME AND I SWEAR I AM TINGLING IN EVERY NAUGHTY PLACE AND EROGENOUS ZONE I HAVE OMG. SHOW I THINK ILU AGAIN, WRITERS + SERA I THINK MAYBE I MIGHT HAVE TO APOLOGIZE. WOULD YOU LIKE CHOCOLATES OR PEELED GRAPES FROM YOUR LOYAL FAN, OR SHOULD I JUST BE THE ONE FANNING YOU?

AND OMG THE PREVIEW
OMG THE PREVIEW
OMG

SPOILER SPACE BECAUSE I AM GOING TO FLIP THE FUCK OUT ABOUT THE PREVIEW

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SO AWESOME I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT YES AT LONG FUCKING LAST ANSWERS AND

WE WERE FUCKING RIGHT YES OMFG WE WERE RIGHT YES

GUYS I AM DYING I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK SO FUCKING HARD THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER I CANNOT WAIT YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

FUCK THIS IS MAKING MY SAM-WHUMPER SELF HEART SPAZZ IN NIGH ORGASMIC GLEE YES

Okay, so now that I've written tidbits about the ep, now how about tidbits about the preview. OMFG it looks so intense and incredible. I am certain that after the end of 6.06 I bet they've separated again. I bet Dean's gone solo and Sam's gone with the Campbells. (Okay, rewatching preview, does not look like this, but they're separate at certain points...) But what is going on, I wonder...looks like maybe Dean sets Cas on Sam, to find out about the soul thing? (OMFG SOUL WE WERE RIGHT \o/ I CAN'T STOP FLAILING ABOUT HOW THE THEORIES I'VE SEEN THAT I THOUGHT YES, THAT'S GOT TO BE IT WERE RIGHT) Though I'm wondering how this wouldn't be something Cas would have noticed already? Does it take some sort of 'deep scanning' or something? Sort of looks like it from the clip. And ohman, looks like Sam gets taken by someone who maybe wants to use him as a tool since he can be the perfect hunter like this? And do I see confrontations, physical confrontations with the Campbells, do I see that? :D :D :D EEEEEEE CAN'T WAAAAAIT

AAAAAAAAA I CAN NOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I WISH IT WERE NEXT FRIDAY. I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE THE NEXT EP, IT LOOKS SO INTERESTING YES \o/

EEEEEEE

'course, now what do you wanna bet, when last week I disliked the ep so much and other people liked it, that this one I liked and next one I'm so eager for, that everyone else will be all bleh about them. :p Just watch. I so don't fit in. :p

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I think we just wrote the same episode reaction. Except I was maybe a bit calmer about the preview. ;)

Awesome point about Sam tossing Dean the knife; that had such a right, S1 kind of feel to it. As did the boys being tied up and Sam being choked. I've been speculating on the parallels to S1, and this definitely has them (esp. to 1.06, "Skin").

Heheh, I think I spent so much time stressing today (about a TV show, geeeeeez, what the hell, self?) that I was just so freaking wound up. Sort of snapped like an overly-excitable, manic rubber band. ^^; And I think that preview pushes a few buttons. ^^; Or something.

After all's said and done, might be worth compiling all your observations on episode parallels into one post. Would be a neat sort of meta to look back on. :D

We'll see how many of the observations/predictions end up being accurate. ;)

I added an ETA on "Bugs" that you might like. Also wanted to say that I think there's a clear answer to the question you asked in your earlier post...

Oh, I *like* that "Bugs" ETA. If that really turns out to be the direction they take this in--and I just have this feeling they will--then I'm going to be really happy with that. Definitely gives something to look forward to, seeing if it does happen like that.

Also wanted to say that I think there's a clear answer to the question you asked in your earlier post...

Took me a sec to realize what you were referring to (I seriously fail at intelligent :p ), but yeah, I do believe you're right, heh. Amazing the difference a half a day makes--I feel a heck of a lot more positive about certain things than when I did that post.

Show is so freaking creepy/gross this season which I like but I have to remember to stop trying to eat my dinner while watching it :(

I'm glad someone is clear on how they feel about this ep because, along with every other ep this season, I am torn. But the one good thing to come of this (please let this be the last we see of her) is that Lisa broke up with Dean! *does a happy dance* Don't get me wrong, I feel badly for Dean and I want him to find some happiness but I do not like Lisa. She has always annoyed me! (but I bet this isn't the last we see of her because this season wants to give me an ulcer).

As for the beat-down - I was screaming WHAT?! NOOOOO!!! at my tv. ~~I blame Lisa:P~~

Okay, I just ran off and went to watch the preview for next week (because they never air them here) and OMG is the guy who takes Sam - is that the alpha vamp?! *rewatches* I am hoping that after the beat-down Dean got it out of his system and is in full-on protective big brother mode because Sammy needs him!!! WHY ISN'T IS NEXT FRIDAY?!?!?!?

Oooooh, eek, yeah, this season especially I would never eat while watching. ^^;; One of the previous eps did nearly make me ill, but most of the stuff just makes me wince and cover my eyes. But I do try to make sure to finish eating well before show starts, just in case. I'm always glad the husband doesn't watch and is generally distracted by online gaming, because he is *really* easily queasy from these sorts of effects.

I'm so with you on the Lisa thing--I do have a lot of positive feelings about the character, but I've wanted to see more of a definite *break*. Though the one thing I will say, is she's seemed darned near saintly with how she's treated Dean--hearing her say harsh truth and not the careful ways she tends to speak to him make me feel like hey, she's a bit more human and little less saint.

PREVIEW \o/ I don't know for sure. But from what I saw someone else say, that Dean's vision or whatever in the vampire nest might have been the alpha vamp showing him who created the alphas (they theorized rogue angel?). But no idea \o/ So curious, can't wait to know for sure \o/

I am hoping that after the beat-down Dean got it out of his system and is in full-on protective big brother mode because Sammy needs him!!! WHY ISN'T IS NEXT FRIDAY?!?!?!?

OMG YES YES EXACTLY \o/ AND AGREED, WHY ISN'T IT NEXT FRIDAY I NEED NEXT FRIDAY NOOWWWWWWW \o/

she's seemed darned near saintly with how she's treated Dean--hearing her say harsh truth and not the careful ways she tends to speak to him make me feel like hey, she's a bit more human and little less saint.

This is partly why she bugs me - the "saintly" thing (that and the "cutesy" thing). She just seems so disingenuous at times (but it might just be way the actress plays her).

I don't know for sure. But from what I saw someone else say, that Dean's vision or whatever in the vampire nest might have been the alpha vamp showing him who created the alphas (they theorized rogue angel?)

Oooooh, interesting... and it actually makes sense.

FINALLY!!!!!!!

I have been waiting for this whole Sam issue to be faced and now we are at it!!!!

Sam finally said the truth at the end. I don't know if he really feels like he needs help, probably he doesn't care either way, but the rest he said is pretty much what's happening, I guess.

And Dean's reaction.... well, a bit too harsh I guess but the guy really can't get it anymore.

Just punching Sam all those times.... O.o harsh!

Ouch, yeah. :x Even if I kinda get why he goes so over the top, I still was wincing because good gravy, so harsh. Though I have another theory why he beats Sam so much, because even other times when he's blown up and let his anger get to him, Dean's usually only done one punch. But I won't say in case you don't watch previews. Just I don't think it was him simply being cruel.

LOL.. can I copy&paste your reaction? 'Cause yes all of this...

I'm just sitting here looking at my notes and still just can think "Oh Boys. Oh Sammy..."

XD Even if it was a bit heavy on the capslock?

But yeah, that was so my feeling, too. It's finally made me start using my "oh boys" tag again.

IA so hard. I want next Friday. Here. Now. NOOOOOOOOW.

I loved this ep, cause finally, finally something real between the boys - even if it's Dean beating the shit out of Sam.

WANT NOOOOOOOOOOOW \o/ I swear, I haven't felt like doing a countdown-until-show so much since waiting for the season premiere, heh.

Six more days! \o/

I've been afraid to look at people's reviews lately because of all the negativity and threats to leave the fandom (just go and stop bitching already people!) So to read your post made me SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!! I am loving this season! This is going to be a long effin' week.

And I know I've been negative at times, or at least emo and whiny like last episode, which filled me with WTF and sadness. ^^; But OMG, it was *so* awesome to feel so very excited by the show again, and to be so freaking eager for the next episode instead of feeling worried. :D I'm just about bouncing to think about it. :D

But yeah, even if people think I'm a dork for so much capslock, it was just SO AWESOME to feel so happy and excited about things. :D

Just watched the episode. DAAAAAAMN! Poor Dean - yeah, we pretty much knew that was where his head was at, but to hear him say it out loud HURT.

I loved the way they showed us Sam was lying, even under the curse and with him speaking to teh goddess, without making it TOO obvious. Throwing Dean the knife, YES!

A Sam who can't feel is perfectly in line with what we've all seen. He's still Sam, still knows how to act, what he should do, what's important to him. But he can't feel any of the reasons that make it important. And I think he honestly does want help. Because, sure, he's a better hunter this way. But Dean thinks he's a monster. And Sam knows that means he is.

Haven't seen the preview yet. But I'd assume Dean beating Sam up at the end wasn't just an expression of rage, but a way to render Sam unconcious so Dean can get him hog-tied in the back of the Impala and then to Bobby's.

I think it's also neat how what Sam said at the end of this episode connects back with the bit in 6.01 where he said "Because you care, and that's who you are. Me? I wouldn't even think to try." He knows even then he should care, and there's something wrong that keeps him from caring like he should (and like he used to).

And I think you're exactly right, about the fight at the end. I know the anger has to be part of it, but something I was commenting to

kros_21 this morning was that even when he has finally blown up in the past, it's always been just one punch. The absolute beat down, yeah, that just has to be so Dean can incapacitate Sam.

"As long as he's in your life, you're never gonna be happy".
I stopped liking her when she said that. Seriously, does she really think Dean would be happier without Sam?!? BOO.

I'm shallow, but I missed the boys being tied up, so this ep made me very happy :D

THE ENDING WAS EVIL. How can they give us this epic talk and all these emotions and then end the episode with Dean beating up Sam? HOW?

Boo indeed. But it sort of doesn't surprise me to hear it--I think she's been, as much as I like the character, being too perfect and almost saintly to Dean. I imagine she's being written with the intention of meaning well in treating Dean so carefully and being nothing but nice to him, but it gives me an impression of the character being a bit more human to hear that yeah, she's got some really negative things she thinks/feels about the situation. But it also, I think, definitely shows that as much as she's trying to help Dean, she totally does not understand him or his life at all, as much as she pretends to.

*hee* I'm so shallow with you. ;D It's so sad how every time we get an ep where they're tied up, I'm like "yay!". XD; Or when Sam gets choked, god, I *SO* should not be all fangirly about that *every* time it happens. But yet I am. :|

THAT ENDING. FFFFFFFFFFF. AUGH. I swear, this show. I haaaaaaaaaaaate sudden, abrupt endings and cliff-hangers. Haaate. XD;; Show drives me insaaane. (Gah, six more days until next episode, need it nowwww \o/ )

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