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whitereflection) wrote2009-09-24 09:01 pm
whitereflection) wrote2009-09-24 09:01 pm
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FFFFFF. and AAAAAAA. D: D:
First off, let me start with next week's promo. :| Castiel...wtf. Wtffff. :| Secondly. AUGH WTF SAM. Also, dude, Lucifer!Sam, yes you. White. Does not become you. You look sort of like you're going to a prom. Especially since, ya know, white after Labor Day is totally fashion faux pas, I hear.
Ok, show. And yes, this time I learned. I took notes. :|
1. Okay, so just the voiceover where Jared Padelecki does the 'Supernatural' coming up next announcement makes my stomach flip. >_>;;; Oh, 13-year old girl am I.
2. Jess dream #1 Oh, Sammy. :( The "dead from the moment we said hello" just made me *hurt* for him, even knowing that was very obviously Lucifer!Jess. And seriously, Lucifer has a white clothing fetish (for suits and nightgowns, at least).
3. Sam and Dean montage: Oh, maaaaaaaaaaaan. That just..fuck, so well done. Made me so so so hurt for those two. Never had loved that song before (Lynyrd Skynyrd's Simple Man, iirc?), even though I thought it was cool, but now...yeah. And helloooooo kink: Dean in suit with sword? GUH. Bartender!Sam? GUH. Proof that the writers obviously read the fanfic? Yeah. :|
3.5 Dean looking at the empty seat in the Impala? Yeah. God. Hurty. Ow.
4. Castiel asking about where Sam was? Okay, is sort of getting my CastielSam interest going. I may have to go find some CastielSam ficcage sometime >_> I wouldn't even mind just gen stuff. I just...I *like* Castiel, I like his interactions with the two brothers. I'd like to see what more could be done with he and Sam.
4.5 Misha Collins is really winning me over. I do so love his intensity in this role. Nom.
5. Sam's sadface during the TV news thing about the apocaomenweather :( Oh, Sammy.
6. Lesson to Dean: Perhaps a bit of explanation/training is needed before someone does the pretending to be an FBI agent thing :p Oh, Castiel, you crack me up.
7. Re: Dean as Michael vessel: 'far worse for you'. D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
8. Bobby and Sam's phone call...oh, Bobby still in that chair. Ohman. :( But..."and that'd be you" *So* was all mentally "ILU BOBBY" during that. This show needs more Bobby. Dude is my *hero*. And no, not just because he's being cool to Sam. Because that's how he is to both Dean and Sam, that's just how he is in general. Man, I adore him.
9. The 'den of iniquity' line and 'one of the perks' bit. So cracked me up. But...Dean's face after it sunk in about how he hadn't laughed that hard in years? :( Ouch. Oh, Dean.
10. "Come and get me you little bastard." and "Today you're my little bitch."? This was the point where I went FFFFFFFFFILUCastiel. Dude. Misha Collins, I think I have fallen. ♥ FFFFFFF. ♥
11. The whole electrical sparks effect looking sort of like wings when they confront Raphael? Cool as fucking Hell. &hearts'♥♥
12. The whole God is dead thing sort of gives me "Nietzsche was right" flashes :p
π. Okay, break here for a moment. Let me just say that I am developing a *SERIOUS* threesome fetish for SamDeanCastiel. I just..I just am, okay? Not just an interest, as I have expressed before. But fetish. And I don't mean pornypornporn, or just pornypornporn, because yeah some porn is coolbeans, what can I say? >_>; But yeah...SamDean's my OTP, but I am developing a thing for CastielSam and I think I need the OT3. (And yes, I am so squee over having found this icon this past week :| )
13. Um, okay, so part one of TEAR MY HEART OUT, WHY DON'T YOU, SHOW DX DX "especially without my brother". I just...ow. Ow, my heart. :( There is so much in these phrases, but god, they hurt. I think it's part relief of being away from the pain that the brothers have caused each other--but at the same time, I wonder if it's having 'friend/cared for person' outside of brother or brother and father. To me, it sort of makes me think..."would he realize this sort of feeling might be why Sam left for Stanford way back when", but I don't know if that was the intent or if they'd have him soulsearch along those lines. I don't know. The scene makes me think and confuses me, and there's so many layers of what it could be saying, especially with a family with as much pain as the Winchesters and who have been their whole lives sort of...chained together, and only having each other? Like never being able to have outside friends or loved ones, always losing them and having to leave them behind? Or how there's so much painful things between the family, that sometimes you need to find something outside of family to feel better or heal? What I hope it isn't, is them trying to show that the brothers relationship is too utterly broken, and I hope it isn't something where Dean only sees the past years where he's never laughed so hard as only miserable and nothing else. I just...I know people can fall out of love...but when there's such *such* strong love between brothers, that you'd fucking sell your soul and go to hell for them...can that sort of love/bond just be totally lost? I wish I could see more in Dean's head there. I wish they'd go into more of what he's feeling there. These boys both need healing, and I sort of saw a tentative step for Sam's healing in the "People can change. There is a reason for hope." line..but I'm sort of scared that Dean's healing is realizing how he feels better and free without Sam. :( I want Dean to heal, yes, but...I want SamnDean to heal, too. I want my brothers back :(
14. And part two of TMHO,WDY,SDXDX: OMGLUCIFER D: FFFFFFFF. Sam=Lucifer's vessel? AUGH NO NO NO NO NO NO. Okay, yeah, so it's been fuckin telegraphed since like s1, but still :( Nuuuuuuuuu. It just makes me worried and fearful of how far will they take it. I don't want the boys to end up lost or broken, I want them to find each other and save the world :( I'm so scared that one or both will have to sacrifice themselves, or will weaken and fall, and I just...could not take that.
14.5 I will say though, that Sam spitting the blood that the hunter forced in his mouth back at him? KICKASS. You go, Sammy \o/
14.55 :( But seriously, BE STRONG, SAM. STAY GOOD, SAMMY. STAY GOOD. :( One of the things I said in a friending meme recently, was what I hoped for Sam was that he found strength. And fuck, I still do. I hope to fucking high hell that he keeps strong in resisting Lucifer, and never ever ever ever weakens and falls and says yes. I hope to hell that the dramatic tension and suspense is of him being tempted, but continuing to find the strength to fight back and always say no. I believe he can. But will *he* believe he can? Will *Dean* believe he can? That's what I hope this season is leading to. Honestly, what I really hope this season leads to, is Dean and Sam and Castiel banding together and showing these demons and faith-failing angels what fucking for. I want to see them leading an army of hunters and nonhunters alike to kick fucking ass and take the world back.
14.555 Though I will say this...I am not religious, and am nonpracticing as far as religion goes. But the whole 'God is dead because the world is so awful, if He (or She or It, however you see it) wasn't dead, He/She/It would not allow things to be this way'...is a very human sort of thought/emotion. :/ It seems weird to have it be expressed not just by an angel, not just by an archangel, but by one of the BIG archangels. Are the writers showing that the angels have weakened/fallen/been corrupted this much? In some ways, they portray the angels in this show as even more corrupted/tainted and *human* than humans themselves. Or at the least, equally so. It feels odd, not sure how to take that yet. Guess it will remain to be seen as Show continues.
15. In all my worrying, I think I am going to continue to focus on "People can change. There is a reason for hope." Please, Kripke. Let this be what this season is about. :x Please? (And with Sam and Dean alive at the end, and brothers again? Please? T__T )
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