Abusing ellipses...

[whitereflection]

Tired again...been that way for the last couple of weeks. Just don't have much energy for some reason. Also still dealing with that mood funk I hit last week--been feeling very, very dark since Monday. Eh.

Kinda concerns me, tho... This mood thing keeps going on and on. Sometimes it lifts, but more often than not I'm really down--been that way pretty much since a year ago. Not getting the "manic" parts of the swing as often, and the ups I get aren't as...well, up, as I'm used to. Dunno if this is a temporary thing, or what.

I keep having to apologize to people because it makes me hole up and be antisocial...I'm not emailing, IMing, or calling folks like I should. Not that I don't think about folks, or miss them...just hard sometimes to interact. Odd thing is, if I have folks over in RL, like for the Friday night anime stuff, I'm basically ok then. Though that's only once a week...and at other social activities I have been kinda snarky.

Nothing new on the coffee table top I'm gonna paint yet--am still applying the gesso to cover the wood. Haven't had the oomph to add layers the past couple days.

Listening to Pink Floyd's Division Bell CD and the City of Angels soundtrack a bit too often, past few days. Feh.

Comments

That's okay, ellipses are masochistic and really like it when you do that.

[hijiri.livejournal.com]

::snuggles:: Wish I could pull an up for you, at least something amusing... yoshi! Idea ::grins at you evilly and dives for her editpad:: grins:: it wont be much, but it's all I know how to do.

You know, when you finally finish that table, you need to take pictures and post it.

And don't worry about incommunicado ^__^ just think of it as rebooting time, nothing to feel guilty about when the harddrive crashes a bit. ::purrsnuggles::

dai suki desu,
Hijiri

*arches an eyebrow, abuses the ellipses some more*

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

(a touch more 'normal' today)

Aww...you don't have to do anything, hon, really. I just get like that at times... ^^;; But you've got me curious, I must admit... *snuggles up, tries to peek over your shoulder* What'cha doing?

Dai suki desu, zutto!
--Di

[damoyre.livejournal.com]

Haven't talked to you in a while... but at least now I get to 'see' you here! ^__________^

Hope you feel better soon, doll. And remember - when you're ready to do the 'social butterfly' thing again, we'll be here for you! *snuggles*

!! Da!

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Aaa, Da! Is been forever! *glompshugs* So sorry to have been very out of contact... BTW, do you have AIM at all or just ICQ (the few times I'm IMing I do AIM these days).

I hope your job is going ok, and the family, too...

--Di

[mixmastatiki.livejournal.com]

Hey, ever heard of a theory known as "Biorhythm" ? Its a fairly neat way of helping convince yourself that even when you're in a real bad funk, it'll pick up again for you.

You have any idea how often I think of talking to you if I see you online? I figure you're usually just really busy, so I don't risk it. ^^;;

Maybe this'll sound corny or something, but try talking to me if you're ever down. Helping cheer people up, or give them a smile to help with the lousy funk they're in is something I like doing, especially for a friend. ^^

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[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

First off, thank you... *bows very deeply* I appreciate that a hell of a lot--it's something I try to do for others, but don't think to ask for myself. And you do have an incredible talent for bringing people up. :) And just so ya know, if I'm actually visably on AIM, I don't mind talking--if I'm busy, I won't bother logging in (now this past Sat. was different...I really didn't wanna be on, but had to be to prep a RP post...)

I've only heard of Biorhythm, but know nothing about it. But me and a websearch, if not some digging in the library here, can come up with something.

Yeah, I'm more even or centered today, or whatever. It's an improvement. :)

--Di