omg I am doing the EXACT SAME THING right now - getting overwhelmed, avoiding email, email piles up and overwhelms me even more, vicious cycle - so, you are not alone. *solidarity backpat*

You should definitely post your SPN poems to motherlessguns, I would love to read them all and see other people enjoy them on the comm! Do not feel hidey about your poetry :) it's really lovely. I'm super glad to have been linked <3!