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whitereflection) wrote2003-08-06 10:17 am
whitereflection) wrote2003-08-06 10:17 am
Gyarrrgh.
*beats her head against an MSExcel database* Argh. (Double ARGH. Just found out I should be editing the file in MSAccess, but that's not been installed on my machine, so I have to request it from Systems and ARGH. >< )
Crashed before 10 last night. Was dead tired, but this didn't seem to mean anything, as I slept annoyingly light all night, and kept waking up over and over (and over and over). Don't know why I was so restless.
Am also oddly jittery ever since I woke up. That feeling of being all twisted up, jumpy, like I'm dreading something. But I honestly don't know what--there's nothing I can think of that'd I'm that anxious about. Nothing more than the usual minor stuff. Eh. *stomps down hard on unnecessary fight or flight response* Hm, occurrs to me that a couple nights ago I also slept really restlessly and kept waking up with my heart pounding. Thought it was dreams or having had too much sugar. Weird.
Took a chance to reorganize my mp3s last evening--gutted a bunch of my music library so I could fit in the newest PoT stuff. But that's ok. Needed to rotate the stuff I was listening to some anyway. Am wallowing in tennis-music. Ahhh, and gotta love the Seigaku Anthem. *gets misty eyed*
Other than that...there's work *shrugs*. And gotta go meet with Michael tonight. Thrill.
Christ, less than two weeks now until I turn 30. And I so wanted to have something special to do, but so far nothing's falling into place. Am worried that it's going to be another anticlimatic milestone like my 21st was.
Crashed before 10 last night. Was dead tired, but this didn't seem to mean anything, as I slept annoyingly light all night, and kept waking up over and over (and over and over). Don't know why I was so restless.
Am also oddly jittery ever since I woke up. That feeling of being all twisted up, jumpy, like I'm dreading something. But I honestly don't know what--there's nothing I can think of that'd I'm that anxious about. Nothing more than the usual minor stuff. Eh. *stomps down hard on unnecessary fight or flight response* Hm, occurrs to me that a couple nights ago I also slept really restlessly and kept waking up with my heart pounding. Thought it was dreams or having had too much sugar. Weird.
Took a chance to reorganize my mp3s last evening--gutted a bunch of my music library so I could fit in the newest PoT stuff. But that's ok. Needed to rotate the stuff I was listening to some anyway. Am wallowing in tennis-music. Ahhh, and gotta love the Seigaku Anthem. *gets misty eyed*
Other than that...there's work *shrugs*. And gotta go meet with Michael tonight. Thrill.
Christ, less than two weeks now until I turn 30. And I so wanted to have something special to do, but so far nothing's falling into place. Am worried that it's going to be another anticlimatic milestone like my 21st was.