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whitereflection) wrote2003-05-09 03:44 pm
whitereflection) wrote2003-05-09 03:44 pm
About to wack out...
And over so little, too. Pathetic.
I think I may just have to do bills and stuff tonight, the little things, and leave the big job of vacuuming until tomorrow am. Otherwise, I think I'm going to snap and wig out. I can get up early to tackle it, I think, and still get to other things. I mean, I'm used to getting up at 6 on a weekday, what's wrong with doing that on a weekend, eh?
Work's gone from dead to overloaded busy, but most of the other folks can't do more than they already do, and one won't. So I feel like I'm having to do near-to-everything in my area, a ton in serials/bindery, and when I think about having to do all but everything at *home*... Nghah. And Tuesday's a wash, workwise. I've got to be on the Docs desk in the am, go to a lunch held by the Friends of the Library, then spend my entire afternoon at a training session for our updated cataloging software. *flails about* The semester ends, the whole school year ends, yet it gets busier--that makes so much sense. Blasted end of fiscal year crap, that must be it.
Have the strange feeling of wanting to yell at somebody. I don't know *why* or *who*, just that I want to do so. I want to destroy something, messily. I wish Nix were around--I'd ask her to help me find something to burn. Or something. Actually, I wish I had a lot of folks here, as I *should* be social, but for some reason I'm in a very non-AIM mood lately. But how the hell else am I going to socialize with you all?? *flails madly* Dammit, I want/need you people right here, real life, right now. We can watch anime. We can play video games. We can go to the zoo. Or eat. Something. I just need *real*.
Bah.
I think I may just have to do bills and stuff tonight, the little things, and leave the big job of vacuuming until tomorrow am. Otherwise, I think I'm going to snap and wig out. I can get up early to tackle it, I think, and still get to other things. I mean, I'm used to getting up at 6 on a weekday, what's wrong with doing that on a weekend, eh?
Work's gone from dead to overloaded busy, but most of the other folks can't do more than they already do, and one won't. So I feel like I'm having to do near-to-everything in my area, a ton in serials/bindery, and when I think about having to do all but everything at *home*... Nghah. And Tuesday's a wash, workwise. I've got to be on the Docs desk in the am, go to a lunch held by the Friends of the Library, then spend my entire afternoon at a training session for our updated cataloging software. *flails about* The semester ends, the whole school year ends, yet it gets busier--that makes so much sense. Blasted end of fiscal year crap, that must be it.
Have the strange feeling of wanting to yell at somebody. I don't know *why* or *who*, just that I want to do so. I want to destroy something, messily. I wish Nix were around--I'd ask her to help me find something to burn. Or something. Actually, I wish I had a lot of folks here, as I *should* be social, but for some reason I'm in a very non-AIM mood lately. But how the hell else am I going to socialize with you all?? *flails madly* Dammit, I want/need you people right here, real life, right now. We can watch anime. We can play video games. We can go to the zoo. Or eat. Something. I just need *real*.
Bah.