God, I know--I've been very, very bad about being 'present' for my friends. I want to hang out, yet I avoid AIM or I only get on to talk to Nix. What the hell's wrong with me like that? I dunno, I think sometimes it's because I get overwhelmed when I see so many IMs, but don't have the guts to ask people to pile into group chats. Yeah, I may not multitask well, but it's my problem of not finding a way around that. And someone like you deserves more than someone who won't keep in contact with you well. So many apologies, please forgive me that.

Awww, but man...that's so cool of you to offer. I've had your phone number and never gotten off my ass to call, have I? Gah. Let me figure out a good time--I prefer to do calls when James is not around, as otherwise I get no privacy. And even if I'm talking no big deal stuff, I feel more relaxed if I'm not self conscious about someone listening in (and potentially questioning me or getting worked up at something I say--sometimes I don't want to have to explain everything... ^^;; )

Anyhoo, enough of that--gimme a chance to see if he's off at an Ampguard event like this weekend, and see if it matches your schedule. Then I just have to keep myself from hitting another bad antisocial funk whatever day we set up. ^^; (This has happened, and I piss me off when I do that :p )

*hugs* Take care of yourself, 'kay?
--Di